我成功地又搞砸了。
昨天晚上跟 聊到深夜，本来应该是很好的一段经历吧。然后我做了很蠢的事情。聊天即将结束的时候她说到了我的现状，并且表示出了对我的关心，而就在那一刻我的防御机制对其作出了反应，因为你不想自己是一个看起来很可怜的人马，于是很猛烈地反驳了她。
which made her really mad at me,and now i feel really sorry.
TELL the truth, i donot really kown what exctally am i doing recently. I wanna find the truth about us,about everyone.What are we needed,what are we want,and it all comes to the simple question, who are you,exctally.
I have been reading philosophy for a long day, thus why i am starting to think about the meaning of what am i doing.And i must be too disappointed by the world. For me,its a breakthourgh,but for the peopal i loved,its a terrify thing.
我不知道应该说些什么，我似乎正在把一个又一个的朋友从我身边推开，我不知道什么时候会停止。
不负众望，什么意思。
对不起大家
昨天晚上跟 聊到深夜，本来应该是很好的一段经历吧。然后我做了很蠢的事情。聊天即将结束的时候她说到了我的现状，并且表示出了对我的关心，而就在那一刻我的防御机制对其作出了反应，因为你不想自己是一个看起来很可怜的人马，于是很猛烈地反驳了她。
which made her really mad at me,and now i feel really sorry.
TELL the truth, i donot really kown what exctally am i doing recently. I wanna find the truth about us,about everyone.What are we needed,what are we want,and it all comes to the simple question, who are you,exctally.
I have been reading philosophy for a long day, thus why i am starting to think about the meaning of what am i doing.And i must be too disappointed by the world. For me,its a breakthourgh,but for the peopal i loved,its a terrify thing.
我不知道应该说些什么，我似乎正在把一个又一个的朋友从我身边推开，我不知道什么时候会停止。
不负众望，什么意思。
对不起大家
