[LOST]
i'll be damned if i do it, damned if i don't
i'll be lost if i love him, lost if i won't
and, i can't muster up the courage to say it's best that i leave
i Can't muster up much of anything when i'm feeling you breath
my human heart won't mend itself when my own two hands are ripping out the seams
oh, it seems i'm my own worst enemy
i'm doing it to myself
i'll be hurt if i leave him, but turn cold if i don't
he's the sweet of a Morning kiss, but there's a poison it holds
sticking thorns into my spine but i won't let go
sticking thorns into my sight, but i'll keep my eyes closed
my human heart won't mend itself when my own two hands are ripping out the seams
oh, it seems i'm my own worst enemy
i'm doing it to myself

[northern wind - written with conchur white of silences]
hands are raised, your tongue is mean
and, it talks down my self esteem
mother sent cards with prayers and pleas, but you're my god you're everything
take me at my best, but you through me at my worst
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
chased the light you're dimming down
oh, hint me now - just make a sound
dearest, you're confusing me - you're the haze of a lover that i swore to need
h, taking my breath
breaking my chest
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
dearest you're confusing me - you're the haze of a lover that i swore to need oh
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been
don't turn around - feel it nipping at the backs of your heels
feel it calling like a northern wind, whispering 'who you are isn't what you've been

Take It Back
[you had us standing on a strange middle ground where we weren't and were all at the same time. you wanted me and you didn't, i couldn't stand it. i'd rather you take it all back, so i don't have to try and make sense of it anymore]
I would rather HAve iT fall apart
than act like we'rE on solid ground
i would rather have To watch you go
tHan keep you here when you don't know
whAT you meant by the things You said
Oh, and where we've been - did yoU forget?
Now that i'vE said it out loud, do you wanna to take it back?
do you wanna to take it back?
i don't want to hear it now, but you know i'VE got to ask
do you wanna take it back, do you wanna take it back?
i would RAther have us clear the haze
than hold it in and suffocate
swallow Down an atMosphere, full of doubt when IT's so clEar
things you Didn't under my skin sunk into my heart
why'd i let YOU in
now thAt i've said it out loud, do you waNna to take it back?
Do you wanna to take it back?
I don't Want to hEaR it now, but you know i've got to ask
do you wanna takE it back, do you wanna take it back?

Lowtide
oh, lie with me there's space enough for us to stay a while
we'll watch the evening creep its silhouettes across the ceiling
i'll be the moon holding you - keeping my low tide lover around
i'll be the moon holding you - keeping my low tide lover around
we'll pull the night over us like children hiding from the dark
we'll tell stories in whispers, we'll tell all our secrets in quiet speak
i'll be the moon holding you - keeping my low tide lover around
i'll be the moon holding you - keeping my low tide lover around
oh, let us tangle ourselves
oh, let us fall in deep
from which, we won't recollect our bearings
oh, let us tangle ourselves
oh, let us fall in deep
from which, we won't recollect our bearings

Room
[for the ones we've loved too much + lost too soon, all because of a past love that's clouding their mind. oh, november and your way of breaking all our hearts]
how can i find my home
in the darkness of your mind
you talk of her too much to let it go easy
Will you Ever let go long enough to wAnt me?
oh, because i saw, bLack as a night, ocean's abyss of her in your eyes
i saW it when you looked through me that night
i heArd it in the whispers between Your teeth,
heard it in the way you tried to Say that you loved me
heard it in your leaving, you were packing up your things
i should have known you didn't want me
you never had room to want me
a FlickEring of innocEnt Light,
but a fire never burns all the way through a windy night
i can't help but notice that you LOok so NicE
oh, and november's chiLling my spine with his call
oh, because i saw, black as a night, ocean's abYss of her In your eyes
i saw it wheN you looked Through me tHat night
i hEard it in the whispers between your teeth,
heArd it in the way yoU Tried to say that yoU loved me
heard it in your leaving, you were packing up your things
i should have known you didn't want Me
you never had room to waNt me

Overnight
don't go calling me out, i can barely stand it
i got drunk again, i swore i loved you - i think i meant it
don't act blind or short sighted - you're tangling me all to fits
now, i'm going crazy losing it all over feelings that you quit
overnight
i'm not wrong to say this had to mean something
you cornered me into your mind for a time
now, i'm collecting dust and becoming nothing
oh, fight me on this
say i'm wrong
say you want me
say you felt it
don't go changing overnight
don't go calling me now, because i can barely stand
i know i'm drunk again
but i love you and i'm scared i mean it