-2014.5.2
Landfill-Daughter
Throw me in the landfill
把我丢弃在垃圾堆里
Don't think about the consequences
别去考虑这样做的后果
Throw me in the dirt pit
把我扔进土坑里
Don't think about the choices that you make
别去回想你做出的选择
Throw me in the water
把我抛进水里
Don't think about the splash I will create
不要去考虑我会溅起多大的水花
Leave me at the altar
把我留在祭坛上
Knowing all the things you just escaped
明白你刚刚逃离的东西
Push me out to sea
把我推进海里
On the little boat that you made out of the evergreen
在你那用常青植物做出的小舟上
That you helped your father cut away
你帮你父亲砍断的那株
And leave me on the tracks
把我留在铁轨上
To wait until the morning train arrives
等待早晨的火车到达
Don't you dare look back
你甚至没有勇气回眸看一眼
Walk away, catch up with the sunrise
你就此走开 迎着日出
This is torturous
这真是折磨人
Electricity between both of us
我们之间擦出的火花
And this is dangerous
这真是危险
Cause I want you so much
因为我那么的想要你
But I hate your guts
而我却对你恨之入骨
I hate you
我恨你
So leave me in the cold
所以把我留在凛冽中吧
Wait until the snow covers me up
等着皑皑白雪将我覆盖
So I cannot move
这样我就无法动弹了
So I'm just embedded in the frost
这样我就被严寒雪霜便能嵌入吾骨了
And leave me in the rain
把我留在大雨中
Wait until my clothes cling to my frame
等我的衣物湿透紧紧贴着我的皮囊
Wipe away your tear stains
擦去你的泪渍
Thought you said you didn't feel pain
我以为你曾说过你感觉不到痛楚
Well this is torturous
这真是折磨人
Electricity between both of us
我们之间擦出的火花
And this is dangerous
这真是危险
Cause I want you so much
因为我是那么的想要你
But I hate your guts
而我却对你恨之入骨
I want you so much
我是那么的想要你
But I hate your guts
而我却对你恨之入骨
（*2）

-2014.5.4
Amsterdam-Daughter
Skin off like lightning
褪下我的衣物 快如闪电
Breathing flames from touristry
呼吸着胸膛中燃烧的火焰
Your eyes go gray frightening
你的眼睛充斥着令人恐惧的灰色
You lock your gaze onto my face
你把视线锁定在了我的脸庞
Heavy eye crawling on the roadside
沉重的眼神在路面上蹒跚向前
Swinging from the street lights
转向街灯飘忽不定
I hope by the morning I will have grown back
我希望当清晨来临我即将获得重生
By the morning I will have grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
I'll escape with him
我会与他一起逃离
Show him all my skin
向他展示我的酮体
Then I'll go
之后我将离去
I'll go home
我将归家
Amsterdam
阿姆斯特丹
I'm a flying kite in the breeze
我是一只在微风中飞舞的风筝
Just restlessly seeking images a child needs to help them sleep
只是永无止息地寻找那些帮助孩子们入睡的图像
I've been thinking that I should see someone
我思考着我是否应该找某个人投入一场恋爱
Just to find out that I'm alright
仅仅为了证明我还好
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
I'll escape with him
我会与他一起逃离
Showing all my skin
向他展示我的酮体
Then I'll go
之后我会离去
I'll go home
我回归家
Amsterdam
阿姆斯特丹
I used to dream of
我曾梦想着
Adventure
去冒险
When I was younger
当我还更年轻的时候
With along as miniature
有一个梦的缩影
But now we're killing
但我们正杀死
Our brain cells
我们自己的脑细胞
Is this called living
这就是活着吗
Or something else
还是别的什么呢
Or something else
还是别的什么呢
Or something else
还是别的什么呢
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生
By the morning I would've grown back
当清晨来临我即将获得重生

-2014.5.5
Smother-Daughter
I'm wasted, losing time
我是被舍弃的 时间一点点流逝
I'm a foolish, fragile spine
我愚蠢地维持着自己脆弱的骨气
I want all that is not mine
我想要所有不属于我的
I want him but we're not right
我想要他但我们并不合适
In the darkness I will meet my creators
在黑暗中我将遇见我的创造者
And they will all agree, that I'm a suffocator
而他们会一致同意 我是个窒息者
I should go now quietly
我现在应静静离去
For my bones have found a place
to lie down and sleep
因为我的骨骸已经寻到一处能躺下安眠的地方
Where all my layers can become reeds
在那里我褪去的外衣变成芦苇
All my limbs can become trees
所有我的枝干将变成树木
All my children can become me
所有我的后代终有一日将会变成我
What a mess I leave
我留下了多糟糕的混乱
To follow
让他人来重蹈覆辙
To follow
让他人来重蹈覆辙
To follow
让他人来重蹈覆辙
To follow
让他人来重蹈覆辙
In the darkness I will meet my creators
在黑暗中我将遇见我的创造者
They will all agree, I'm a suffocator
而他们会一致同意 我是个窒息者
Suffocator Suffocator
窒息者 窒息者
Oh no
噢不
I'm sorry if I smothered you
如果我令你窒息 我很抱歉
I'm sorry if I smothered you
如果我令你窒息 我很抱歉
I sometimes wish I'd stayed inside
My mother
有时我真希望我当初留在我母亲的躯体里
Never to come out
从未出生过

-2014.5.7
Candles-Daughter
That boy take me away into the night
男孩 请把我领入夜色中去
Out of the hum of the street lights and into a forest
远离街灯发出的嗡嗡声 走进森林
I'll do whatever you say to me in the dark
我会做任何你在黑暗中对我说的事
Scared I'll be torn apart by a wolf in mask
害怕我会被戴着面具的狼撕裂
Of a familiar name on a birthday card
他熟悉的名字出现在生日贺卡上
Blow out all the candles
吹灭所有的蜡烛吧
Blow out all the candles
吹灭所有的蜡烛吧
"You're too old to be so shy"
”你已经年长到不应如此害羞了”
He says to me so I stay the night
他这样对我说道 于是我留下过夜了
Just a young heart confusing my mind
只是一颗年轻的心困扰着我的思绪
But we're both in silence
但我们都在沉寂中静默着
Wide-eyed, both in silence
睁大眼睛 一片静默
Wide-eyed, like we're in a crime scene
睁大眼睛 就像我们身处犯罪现场一般
Well, I have brittle bones it seems
我的骨骼看起来脆弱易碎
I bite my tongue and I torch my dreams
我保持着沉默 点燃我的梦想
Have a little voice to speak with
心中有个小小的声音在与我交流
And a mind of thoughts and secrecy
还有一个充满想法和秘密的思绪
Things cannot be reversed
那些不能被颠倒的东西
We learn from the times that we are cursed
我们从被诅咒时中吸取教训
Things cannot be reversed
那些不能被颠倒的东西
Learn from the ones we fear the worst
我们从最惧怕的事物中吸取教训
And learn from the ones we hate the most how to
从那些我们最恨的事物中学会如何
Blow out all the candles
吹灭所有的蜡烛
Blow out all the candles
吹灭所有的蜡烛吧
"You're too old to be so shy"
”你已经年长到不应如此害羞了”
He says to me so I stay the night
他这样对我说道 于是我留下过夜了
Just a young heart confusing my mind
只是一颗年轻的心困扰着我的思绪
But we're both in silence
但我们都在沉寂中静默着
Wide-eyed, both in silence
睁大眼睛 一片静默
Wide-eyed
睁大眼睛
'Cause we both know
因为我们都知道
I'll never be your lover
我永远都不会成为你的恋人
I only bring the heat
我只能带来那份热量
Company under cover
在那层覆盖下陪伴你
Filling space in your sheets
填满你被单里的空间
Well, I'll never be a lover
我永远都不会成为一个恋人
I only bring the heat
我只能带来那份热量
Company under cover
在那层覆盖下陪伴你
Filling space in your sheets
填满你被单里的空间
In your sheets
在你的被单里
So, please just blow out all the candles
所以 请吹灭所有的蜡烛吧
Blow out all the candles
吹灭所有的蜡烛吧
"You're too old to be so shy,"
”你已经年长到不该如此害羞了”
He says to me so I stay the night
他这样对我说道 于是我留下过夜了
It's just a young heart confusing my mind
这只是一颗年轻的心 困扰着我的思绪
But we're both in silence
但我们都在沉寂中静默着
Wide-eyed, both in silence
睁大眼睛 一片静默
Wide-eyed, like we're in a crime scene
睁大眼睛 就像我们在犯罪现场一般
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☆Bite my tongue:保持沉默
☆Wide-eyed:睁大眼睛/天真的/惊
喜欢那个hum of the street lights 很有感觉 昏暗的街灯发出低低的嗡嗡声

-2014.6.8
Winter-Daughter
Drifting apart like two sheets of ice my love
我的爱人啊 我们就像两片薄冰一样渐渐疏离
Frozen hearts growing colder with time
冰封的心随时间流逝越来越冷
There's no heat from our mouths
我们的嘴唇再也无法呼出热量
Please take me back to my rich youth
请带我回到我那富饶的青春吧
And we were in flames,
那时我们身处热恋的烈焰中
I needed I needed you
我是那么的需要你 那么的需要你
To run through my veins
在我的血管中奔腾穿梭
Like disease, disease
就像不可抗拒的疾病
And now we are strange, strangers
而现在我们却变成了陌生人
It's different now
如今一切都不同了
Gray faced
面色灰白
Eyes burnt out
眼中不再充满热衷
Flames are gone
火焰已燃烧殆尽
Gloves are on
彼此戴起了厚厚的手套（意为筑起心墙有了隔阂）
I have a feeling
我感觉
Love's gone mad
我们的爱正趋向疯狂
We're too similar
我们太过相似了
Losing our minds
我们的思想正迷失着不复清醒
With cabin fever, shutting confined spaces
患有幽居病 被幽禁在密闭的空间
Lost in the dark , my heart taken
在黑暗中迷了路 我的心被你带走
Resting on your heart
在你的心上休憩
And we were in flames,
那时我们身处热恋的烈焰中
I needed I needed you
我是那么的需要你 那么的需要你
To run through my veins
在我的血管中奔腾穿梭
Like disease, disease
就像不可抗拒的疾病
And now we are strange, strangers
而现在我们却变成了陌生人
Wait for me to
等我来
Degrade before
退回从前
You go killing
你继续杀戮
Pray for waste of
祈求着浪费
Day light speaks when
晨光微启
Thunders keeping
而雷声依旧
Under the bed
我躲在床下听得清晰
Out of revenge
那是出于报复心
And derailing
使我的青春脱离正轨
My youth and stained on our sheets
被玷污在我们的床单上
It's on a piece of me
我的青春就表露在破碎的我身上
It's on a piece of me
它就在破碎的我身上
A winter comes
冬季来了
A winter crush all
我听说冬季碾碎了所有
I've heard things that
I once loved
我曾爱过的东西
Winter comes
冬季来了
Winter crush all
我听说冬季碾碎了所有
I've heard things that
I once had
我曾拥有的东西

-2014.8.20
Still-Daughter
I*ll wrap up my bones
我将裹着冰凉麻木的躯体
And leave them out of this home
离开这个了无生趣的家
Out on the road
游荡在街头
Two feet standing on a principle
两只遵从本能停下的脚
Two hands longing for each other*s warmth
两只渴望彼此的温暖的手
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
冰凉的喉咙里呼出一口寒气
Darkness falling ,leaves no where to go
夜幕将临 使我们无处可去
It*s spralling down
心情坠入低谷
Biting words coming like a wolf howling
尖酸的话语像绝望的狼嚎
Hate is spitting out each other*s mouth
憎恶之语从彼此口中说出
But we*re still sleeping like we*re lovers
但我们还是相拥而眠 像一对相爱的恋人
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
Two feet standing on a principle
两只遵从本能停下的脚
Two hands digging in each other*s wounds
两只撕开对方伤口的手
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
冰凉的喉咙里呼出一口寒气
Darkness falling,leaves nowhere to move
夜幕将临 使我们无处可逃
It*s spralling down
心情坠入低谷
Biting words coming like a wolf howling
尖酸的话语像绝望的狼嚎
Hate is spitting out each other*s mouth
憎恶之语从彼此口中说出
But we*re still sleeping like we*re lovers
但我们还是相拥而眠 像一对相爱的恋人
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
Still with feet touching,still with eyes meeting
身体依旧触碰 眼神依旧交汇
Still our hands match,still with hearts beating
依旧十指相扣 依旧感受彼此心跳
I*ll wrap up my bones
我将裹着冰凉麻木的躯体
And leave them out of this home
离开这个了无生趣的家
Out on the road
游荡在街头
Two feet standing on a principle
两只遵从本能停下的脚
Two hands longing for each other*s warmth
两只渴望彼此的温暖的手
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
冰凉的喉咙里呼出一口寒气
Darkness falling ,leaves no where to go
夜幕将临 使我们无处可去

-2015.1.30
Shallows-Daughter
Let the water rise
让水波泛起吧
Let the ground crack
让地面裂开吧
Let me fall inside
让我跌落其中
Lying on my back
仰卧着
Lying on my back
仰卧着
Dry your smoke-stung eyes,
擦干你被烟雾刺痛的眼睛
So you can see the light
这样你便能望见光芒
You're staring at the sky,
你正仰望着天空
Watching stars collide
望着星星相互碰撞
Watching stars...
望着星星...
If you leave
若你离去
When I go
当我启程
Find me
请去那片浅滩
In the shallows
寻找我
If you leave
若你离去
When I go
当我启程
Find me
请去那片浅滩
In the shallows
寻找我
When the time comes
当那一刻来临
On the last day
在最后一天
When they start to come down
当它们都开始崩塌
Will you just...
你会不会...
Will you run away?
你会不会逃开？
Will you run away?
你会不会逃开？
And let it all rain down
让所有的雨，所有的雨都落下来吧
From the blood-stained clouds
从那些染血的云中
Oh come out,come out,
噢出来吧，出来吧
To the sea,my love and just...
来到这片大海，我亲爱的...
Drown with me
与我一起下沉
Drown with me
与我一起沉溺
If you leave
若你离去
When I go
当我启程
Find me
请去那片浅滩
In the shallows
寻找我
If you leave
若你离去
When I go
当我启程
Find me
请去那片浅滩
In the shallows
找到我
In the shallows
请去那片浅滩
Lying on my back
仰卧着
Lying on my back
仰卧着
Lying on my back
仰卧着
Watching stars collide
望着星星相互碰撞
Watching stars collide
望着星星相互碰撞
Watching stars collide
望着星星相互碰撞
Watching stars collide
望着星星相互碰撞
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lie on one's back 仰卧
☆个人很喜欢You're staring at the sky,watching stars collide那一句 那晚正好在寝室阳台上看星星 特别安静的力量
Dry your smoke-stung eyes,so you can see the light这句也是 虽然感觉非常虐但又有一种心怀希望的错觉（？） 大片既视感啊……。
Oh come out,come out to the sea my love and just,drown with me这段听得教人心碎。
学校周二下午的自习课被照进来的阳光晒得懒懒的有点颓废低落 周围一片嘈杂 然后听这首歌
不心情当然没有变好 当然没有 只会越听越难过……（。）但是真的很喜欢 每次听都感触颇深

是个Elena Tonra的粉呵

木偶不是一个人

同喜欢daughter。not to disappear同专辑歌曲to belong：Waiting to hear some strange women speak in tongues only fridays of loveless drunk baby.