The girl is only one in the world.That make her the god of this world.
She found herself on an island when she began to understand things around
her. There was a mansion on the island, which was connected to an old castle by
a passageway. She did not know why for what purpose those structures which
completely seemed to be unfit in the environment were built there. She did not
need to know why. And besides, the girl never wondered why she had been there
before she realize. There were a huge amount of preserved foods and daily
necessaries inside the warehouse of the castle, so she did not have to starve
(although she was hungry until she realized these were eatable). But she almost
died several times because of sickness and injuries. In most cases, she almost
got herself killed by eating either spoiled food or plants and inorganic things
around her. She used the mansion as a residential area, and almost never set her
foot in the old castle. There was no particular reason to draw a line between
the two structures. It was only a rational judgment that the old castle was
unfit for her to live there. She had nothing to do. The island was small, and
one could go around it in half a day by foot. All she could see at the beach was
the ocean, the sky, clouds and the horizon stretching as far as she could see in
a 360-degree view.That was the everything the world offered.
She painted a human being.It was good. But the girl did not feel like
painting a human being in a bigger size.Because she was unable to judge whether
it was well drawn or not.So she decided to add a figure of a boy into the
paintings of landscape she had painted.Boy was added to all the paintings.With
no specific reason, she starting those paintings in the same places where she
painted them. There was not single place in the mansion she did not paint.The
boy was just standing straight in all the paintings. And the boy was looking
straight ahead. It meant that the girl and the boy looked at each other every
time she looked at the paintings.The girl had no feeling of achievement. Would
he be a "human?"She thought. This was the "painting of a human being".She knew
that from the very beginning. He did not move.She did not think. He was simple
there, lonely?Finally,she could ask herself by finding the word. She was not
lonely.The girl started practise drawing her own portrait from the day after the
wedding.There was only one human being on the side of the paintings.So, she
started painting herself on the paintings.
On the other side of the paintings, the two had smiles on their faces. Still,
the girl felt strange to see herself in the paintings. She could not find right
words to describe her feelings. She did not really understand her emotion .But
the paintings continued to capture her attendtion without making her bored for
first time for month to come. The girl was alone in the world. That made her the
god of this world.
Something mysterious happened. It was the day after she repainted all of her
paintings, hundreds in numbers. The two in those paintings had moved. But it did
not startle the girl, because she had no idea asking herself whether it was
abnormal or not. From the beginning, she was trying to make humans. "Did it
work?" The god looked inside the miniature garden. She looked close at the
paintings. It appeared that the other side of the paintings could not see the
world on her side. The two in the pictures seemed to be doing something, smiling
at each other. But the paintings were blured.The world itself appeared blured,
giving her no clue to see what they were doing. Why, the girl thought.She could
not confirm results. She could not see what was supposed to be there.A strange
feeling developed in her mind. She could not describe what it was. She could not
find in a dictionary the defination of something she could not describe.She
wondered why the paintings became blurred even though she painted them so
clearly. Was it a failure? But the two in the paintings were smiling at each
other. That was what her felt--which made her feel weird on the other side of
the paintings.Something must have been wrong. I had understood things in the
way, making mistakes repeatedly?She thought.She repaint them over and over. But
the results were exactly the same. She was at a loss. She began to unsure of
everything.
The girl is the only one in the world. So she thought she should make her
world much cleaner.She burned all pictures. She set fire to the mansion and the
old castle.Along with the structures,she burned all her memories. Lastly, the
god threw the trash, the only trash left in the world,out from the cliff.
这小说读得突然莫名带感，是不是得电
She found herself on an island when she began to understand things around
her. There was a mansion on the island, which was connected to an old castle by
a passageway. She did not know why for what purpose those structures which
completely seemed to be unfit in the environment were built there. She did not
need to know why. And besides, the girl never wondered why she had been there
before she realize. There were a huge amount of preserved foods and daily
necessaries inside the warehouse of the castle, so she did not have to starve
(although she was hungry until she realized these were eatable). But she almost
died several times because of sickness and injuries. In most cases, she almost
got herself killed by eating either spoiled food or plants and inorganic things
around her. She used the mansion as a residential area, and almost never set her
foot in the old castle. There was no particular reason to draw a line between
the two structures. It was only a rational judgment that the old castle was
unfit for her to live there. She had nothing to do. The island was small, and
one could go around it in half a day by foot. All she could see at the beach was
the ocean, the sky, clouds and the horizon stretching as far as she could see in
a 360-degree view.That was the everything the world offered.
She painted a human being.It was good. But the girl did not feel like
painting a human being in a bigger size.Because she was unable to judge whether
it was well drawn or not.So she decided to add a figure of a boy into the
paintings of landscape she had painted.Boy was added to all the paintings.With
no specific reason, she starting those paintings in the same places where she
painted them. There was not single place in the mansion she did not paint.The
boy was just standing straight in all the paintings. And the boy was looking
straight ahead. It meant that the girl and the boy looked at each other every
time she looked at the paintings.The girl had no feeling of achievement. Would
he be a "human?"She thought. This was the "painting of a human being".She knew
that from the very beginning. He did not move.She did not think. He was simple
there, lonely?Finally,she could ask herself by finding the word. She was not
lonely.The girl started practise drawing her own portrait from the day after the
wedding.There was only one human being on the side of the paintings.So, she
started painting herself on the paintings.
On the other side of the paintings, the two had smiles on their faces. Still,
the girl felt strange to see herself in the paintings. She could not find right
words to describe her feelings. She did not really understand her emotion .But
the paintings continued to capture her attendtion without making her bored for
first time for month to come. The girl was alone in the world. That made her the
god of this world.
Something mysterious happened. It was the day after she repainted all of her
paintings, hundreds in numbers. The two in those paintings had moved. But it did
not startle the girl, because she had no idea asking herself whether it was
abnormal or not. From the beginning, she was trying to make humans. "Did it
work?" The god looked inside the miniature garden. She looked close at the
paintings. It appeared that the other side of the paintings could not see the
world on her side. The two in the pictures seemed to be doing something, smiling
at each other. But the paintings were blured.The world itself appeared blured,
giving her no clue to see what they were doing. Why, the girl thought.She could
not confirm results. She could not see what was supposed to be there.A strange
feeling developed in her mind. She could not describe what it was. She could not
find in a dictionary the defination of something she could not describe.She
wondered why the paintings became blurred even though she painted them so
clearly. Was it a failure? But the two in the paintings were smiling at each
other. That was what her felt--which made her feel weird on the other side of
the paintings.Something must have been wrong. I had understood things in the
way, making mistakes repeatedly?She thought.She repaint them over and over. But
the results were exactly the same. She was at a loss. She began to unsure of
everything.
The girl is the only one in the world. So she thought she should make her
world much cleaner.She burned all pictures. She set fire to the mansion and the
old castle.Along with the structures,she burned all her memories. Lastly, the
god threw the trash, the only trash left in the world,out from the cliff.
这小说读得突然莫名带感，是不是得电
