After a love relationship,I found that I became negative about love.
I have to admit that it was not a wonderful experience and it was not like what I expected.
But I still want to say thx ,after all,I know guys who see***ike him are not what I want.

We broke up after three months' relationship.

Before we began,I did not fall in love with him.And he knew it,he said he could make me have feelings.
He did something crazy such as expressing his love on a New Year Party.
Many of my classmates and friends called me and told me about it.They said he was a good guy and hoped that I could give him a chance.
Actually,it really made me feel embarassed.I did not know how to explain it to my classmates and when they smiled at me,I thought there were something else.

With time going by,I was gradually used to him.So after a winter holiday,he became my first BF.
We kissed at Hankou Train Station,it was my first kiss .I felt a little strange,when we kissed.it was not like what I have imaged .
My heart speed did not get faster either.

Compared with kiss, I preferred hug.Cause a hug can make me feel at ease and have a feeling of being protected.
On the contrary,he preferred kiss.That might be the biggest difference between us.

We got along well at start.We traveled,saw a film and spent most of our times to be with each other.
But problems came out.He was a member of students union and also a moniter.He did not know how to balance his love ,study and work,as a result his life became totally a mess.He called me to pour out his grievances ,told me how sad he felt and asked me what he should do which made me got tired .
I could not understand why he always made simple things become complex,why he always lacked of confidence.
I could not bear it anymore,I felt he regareded me as more a older sister than a GF.

But I still said nothing,cause I did not want to give up our love like that .The much he cared me,the more guilty I would feel.

One night,we went out to have a meal with some other friends.
They drunk bear.On the way to school,he told me he liked another girl for the time when he dated with me.
I knew that girl ,she is beautiful ,really beautiful and what is the important thing is they had many common topics to talk about.
After hearing that,I said I could understand him.After all ,she is so beautiful and attractive.At the same time, I realized that he was not that into me.

Of course ,it is not the main reason why we broke up.We did not match .We had different opinions about the world,he was not intresred in what I said,neither was I.
I could not see the promising future about our love.I have no courage and reason to continue it .

So in the end ,we broke up peacefully.
We are still friends, but never lover.

That is my puppy love.
It taught me that feeling is not touched.
I told myself never make the same mistake.

I believe that those guys we loved always left something.

The wether is hot.I just woke up from a bad dream.I forget what the dream is about.

Another relationship end again.He gave me a good lesson.Never believe the words of the man.He hurts me.I will never forgive him.