It's like there is no way out! Everything is pushing me. I really need someone right now, but wrong guys keep showing up. I can blame it on the surroundings, on the recent drama, even on weather! Yet deep down inside my heart, I know it's always me. I'm not the man that I always claimed I was. I want things! I'm just an ordinary 19-year-old girl that have dreams and everything. Sh*t.